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Mar 25, 2008
I find myself unhappy these days. Unnoticed. Unappreciated. Maybe it's because I don't do much. Or maybe it's because of the people I hang around with. It's probably because I'm used to being the weirdest guys in the room. Weird guys don't get much attention, unless they shoot something. Or blow something up. Someone said to me once that God isn't going to give you something unless you need it at that point in time. The question is: What do I need? Why don't I have it yet? I find it irritating to see other people's Facebook profiles and see how successful they are. They are going on trips, meeting people, dating people, getting married, having babies, getting new jobs, etc. Not necessarily in that order, but, it still upsets me. It upsets me to see all of the "happy" couples out there. Are they really happy? Are they really faithful to each other? Or is every man a whore monger and every woman a giant slut? What is the reality? What lies beneath those shit-eating grins people wear everyday? What really upsets me is that everyone else is getting theirs, except me. Don't I deserve a cut? Instead of losing my job, because the company went under, why can't I get a real 9-5 job, where I can prosper and grow? Why can't I win over those really hot chicks who date douche bags who treat them badly, in the first place? Are woman really that masochistic? Or am I a sadist for eternally leaning toward promiscuously-minded woman? Is it me or is it the world around me? "Overhead, without any fuss, the stars were going out." - The Nine Billion Names of God, Arthur C. Clarke
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