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Oct 25, 2008
Well, that's that. If I didn't burn the bridge before, I definitely nuked now. It was a necessary evil. I was falling into a pit of despair and depression I had created and she didn't seem to care. And that is what got to me. The fact that she didn't care. Now, she shouldn't have had a reason to care. She had her life and her boyfriend up in Puerto Cortes and she chose to let me rot in my little pit. She was within her right to do so. What made me mad was the fact that I perceived that she did care, basing on what she commented on my blog. But, then when I would call her and try to get through to her, she would close up and say that she was too busy. Too damn busy to give me 2 minutes on the phone or maybe 30 minutes over a coffee. That's all I asked for. I called her yesterday, in a fit of desperation and asked her for 2 minutes. She, of course, said that she was busy. I hanged up and and conferred with my associate, Quiñonez. He proceeded to get me all angry and riled up and told me to call her again. I did and chaos ensued. Long story short, I screamed at her for about 2 minutes. I asked her why does she ignore me, why can't she get off her pedestal, I asked her who the hell did she think she is, etc. I finished my tirade and slammed the phone. She had said very little in the 2 minutes. Immediately afterward, while having a cigarette, I felt on the top of the world. I had the last word in the conversation. The ball was in her court now. About 5 hours later, I started feeling bad. Guilty. But, what is done is done. I can't change anything. Today, I discovered that she removed her Facebook profile. I guess this is the end. I'm probably never going to see or hear from her ever again. Such a shame. PS: I you're reading this. I'm sorry. I tried and you didn't let me. I hope you're happy now. It wasn't that I was obsessed. I just didn't want to lose you, like I lost her. I love you and I always will, even though it's not reciprocal. Alas, I digress. Good night and good luck. See you on the flip side.
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